bReaching the fourth wall

i know i have a whole other blog for this, but it seems like a special occasion, so ill put it in here, a song, that i wrote, for a friend...
Chewing on the hands



this bed is cold these days
everyone knows why this is
but do you realise this phase
iits not just a temporary wish
this feeling i have will last i bet
(tick) time just stands still like its set
(tock) to torment me it seems, it seems

this is all of no consequence
ill wait as long as i have to
but non of this makes any sense
ill wait as long as i have to


im already tired of waiting for you
ive found ways to pass through the days
but i cannot stay occupied, trying to keep cool
i lose it everytime my mind gets lost in your gaze
i get shaky and i start to salivate
(tick) a taste that perfectly fits my plate
(tock) you torment me it seems, it seems

this is all of no consequence
ill wait as long as i have to
but maybe its starting to make sense
ill wait as long as i have to

round and round in a cirlce they go
these things that kill my mind, slowly so
my enemies, yet i cant return their deed
i only hope that they'd speed up, hear my plea
patience is a virtue but ive never been
(tick) one to follow along with the laws of men
(tick...) they torment me, i know it

faced the problem and the consequence
tired of waiting for you
it all makes such perfect sense
and im tired of waiting for you